I'm going to attend F1!!
The tickets cost at least $900.
Don't feel envious, im just going there to work.
Im going to work as a bartender.
Training is provided.
I was taught how to mix Singapore Sling!
Fun!
I think i'm going to love that 3 days job!

I knew it!
Its not for me.
Its just my wishful thought.
I feel so tired and weak.

Finally it's my last day of work for Great Eastern under recruit express.
The uniform colour is fugly, I have to wear my home clothes and changed to tt uniform every morning, and wear my jacket over it when I go school.
It's manly pink in colour, that's what my boss said.

8am to 11pm, that's my working hour.
My task is to uninstall program and install a new version of the same program onto the lappies of those life planners.
Not many, 2700 of them only.
I'm sure the exercise cannot be completed within 3 days, but I'm not going to work if everything overflowed to Thursday and Friday, since I've already made plans.
Although it is tiring, cos I have face alot of lappies everyday, 2 at a time, but I've made some nice frenz.
Can't wake for today to be over, I want to rest!!!!





A sense of insecurity when I see it =(
My heart feels so heavy.

There's a saying " there're no bad employees, only bad bosses", but I don't agree with that, at all..

I have my own saying "if your boss has to ALWAYS take care of your work, then what's the point of hiring you..." Afterall your boss is a human being, he/she is not superman/superwoman. They have their own work to be done too.
I know Everybody deserves opportunities to make mistakes so that they can learn, but what if they just never learn? It can only prove that your boss has made a wrong decision by choosing you..

It's over... Good luck to you.

Its been 2 months since my holidays started.
In case you guyz might think i'm lazy, I have been looking for job, and at the same time slacking around.
Not that i dont want to go back to my old company, but FILA is no longer operating in Singapore.
That means, i'm officially JOBLESS, since april.
I desperately need a job/jobs, but it is so difficult to find when there are so many activities in between.

I miss school but i love holidays..
I love to slack! Slack too much that i'm became so lazy to blog.
But i'm back! Let me tell you what kind of holidays i have..
No wordy entries, let the photos tell the stories, from recent activities...

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Biz Mag Luge outing

Organised by Perrine who is working at Sentosa Luge.
And thanx to her, we enjoyed free luge rides.
Luge is also one of our sponsors for all our events, we were there to show support by using their vouchers and at the same time enjoy the rides.

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ODAC Kayaking Expedition

It is another event organised by Adventure sports.

The day was so sunny, we just spammed the sun block lotion like nobody business.
Thanks Adventure sports for organising this event, its my 1st kayaking expedition! =)

Come to think of it, i'm quite a loyal fan of ad sports!

I've attended all their official events.
ODAC family day, Q cube trek, B-east, ODAC huat year, Intercomm day, kayaking expedition...

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Adventure Trail Challenge 2010

Its our 3rd event.

Its good to see all the yellow people gather and put in effort to help.
I think its definitely better than the previous years event.
Communications between Biz Mag and ATC is also better.
We helped up one another and things turned out to be very fantastic.

I LOVE ATC!

Hope it doesnt rain next year...

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Nandos Chicken

Its quite a last minute thing.

Called up by Ivan and the next thing I know, we were queueing to get into the restaurant.
I even stopped working on my biz mag admin stuff for it... (i brought my lappie along though)
All i was thinking about is that ATC is just 3 days later and I definitely deserve good food before i start work for the actual event.
But but but....

Im quite disappointed with the food..... eeekks....

Dessert was better =)

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Biz Mag chalet

We were lucky to have Perrine and valerie organising this gathering.

They managed to get this chalet so last minute, cos normally booking will need at least a few months in advance.
The 1st room we got was damnz smelly after they opened the fridge.
The smell just couldnt go away even though the fridge was closed.
We managed to get a free upgrade to a bigger room with cleaner toilet.

We Daily scoop-ed, steamboat-ed, night cycled, Taboo-ed, HTHT-ed and had Macdonald breakfast!

I love my biz mag!!!

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Prive

We celebrated Douglas' birthday which was planned like 2 months ago at Prive @keppel island.

It was my first fine dining.
I must say, after the dinner, i concluded that fine dining isn't suitable for me, at all.
I want to fill my stomach!! haha~~
Anyway it was an expensive dinner, the ambience is good and the food was quite delicious.
Thanx Douglas!!!!

We finally got to pass Douglas' birthday card to him, which we wrote our messages in Nexus during exams..

I got mine too!!! I love it!
And i got to blow candles again...

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Steph's birthday

HAppie birthday steph!

I missed the BBQ for my biz mag chalet just to go to her birthday party.
I somehow feel i was so underdressed for such a party, who can be blamed, i'm going to chalet after that.
The cake is so nice! just like a toy.

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Pumpfest 2010

This is one of the 4 ODAC events that biz mag can show case our effort to everybody.

We proved our hard work.
I spent the whole week at the event area helping up with Pumpfest comm.
It's just like my own event already.
I somehow feel more connected to Pumpfest event, maybe because i was attached to Pumpfest last year.
Pumpfest 2010 is definitely better than previous years', everything went smooth.

Good Job Pumpfest!

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The Rice table

Been to The Rice Table for indonesia buffet with the buffet gang less Aveline.

All i can say is HOT! I burnt my lower lips.
If you cannot take spicy stuff, you can forget about it.
The variety also not alot, what else can i expect, muslim food so limited..
I wont want to go back, even if it's free.
But if there's anyone who wants to treat, i can suggest a better place.. =)

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X physics

Disappointing!!

Its not all about winning, we dont even enjoy the race.
It was supposed to be a urban race and the first sub point was to make us crawl on oragne mud.
We couldnt even cycle at on the cycling trail.
What's worse, we lost our way.
We skipped from checkpoint 3 to 6, which means we had to run back to checkpoint 3.
On the way back we ran passed checkpoint 4 and 5.
Imagine the extra distant we ran.
Totally gave up already.
I was also quite angry with myself, i think my stamina dropped alot.
Who's to blame? I didnt even train for it.

Luckily one of the ODAC teams got the 1st prize.
Congrats!

Monsters, lets try our last time before we graduate!
Step up 2011!!
Must train, no more excuses!!!

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Intercomm day

Its on 14th May!!!

I have no choice.
I have been spending my birthdays with ODAC ever since i became a member.
Nonetheless I've enjoyed myself.

The game was about eating.

My favourite thing to do.
We ate good food from SP NP SMU SIM NUS...
eat eat eat eat eat...

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Lata

This is my 2nd time to Lata.

And its one of the best trip i've been to in this work year.
I've met a group of nice and fun people, and they were the unexpected highlight of the trip.
Too bad they were year 4 student, if not they can attend FOOT.
They probably made good seniors.

This is a new experience.

This trip is worth the money!

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IP Man 2 outing

The first day after exams.

This outing is the long awaited for, after the stressful time i spent studying.
We had Japanese food at The Japanese Gourmet @Vivocity.
As usual we cam whored all the way...

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Happy labour day

Popeye Chicken for half price. Who will miss this?

I rejected going to Jazanne's 1st birthday party because of exams, not because of this.
I only agreed to go after i rejected.
I'm sorry Dennis...

I miss the bread...

5th July 2010...

Headed to army market on thursday to buy stuff for FOOT camp.
Its in 2 weeks' time, i cant wait!
Then met up with Ivan, Tung, Munir and Douglas for a dinner at Lucky Plaza and movie at the Cathay.
The Legend is born - Ip man.
I still need to go Mount Faber buy more stuff!

I bet you don't even know

1stly, I accidentally kicked a curb after i alighted from Shuttle bus C.
Damnz, now i have ugly toes.
Its black now!!
Eugene asked me to cut away, if not it will remain black, forever.
But I fear the pain. =(

2ndly, My handphone died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Omfg, i can't even on it now.
I ever spend a day without my phone and i felt so lost.
How how? It going to be many days i have to go without my phone...
Is it a hint fo rme? iPhone?
no money larz...

Lastly, I'm suffering from sore throat, cough and flu.
Now i feel feverish. Temperature rising...
I cannot study.
I need sleep. Sleep means waste more time...
In rush of time eh....

Bad!!!

I have 6 papers this semester.

I brought this upon myself, monkey see monkey do.
Engineer and society, a year 4 module and im taking it now.
I didn't even attend the lecture. Dont even know what the shit it is about.
Already thought of taking MC, until....
I got the tips and hints from the lecturer.
Apparently, he wants us to pass.
I feel so motivated to study for it now... =)

So sianz, exams are coming and‭ my things fall apart one by one.

My wallet's cash clipper became loose and and drop off. Now everytime I take my wallet out from my pocket, i'll have to check if i've dropped something. I once found my 100 over dollars cash and the cash clipper on the ground when I took out my wallet, they actually dropped out together. I desperately need a new wallet!! =(

My lappie mouse is also failing on me. Its working but just sometimes my lappie cannot detect the mouse, and i have to twist the wire, pluck in and out the cable many many times before i can use it. I don't have the patient and time to trial and error.

I just bought a new ear phone last month, and now the rubber wire casing got detached, and the ear phone head outer layer dropped out.... How can I go without a ear phone? I bring my ipod everywhere I go...

I hope i have all the money in the world to buy everything that i need.

What is trust?
understand why i said i'm a failure now?
Its really hard not to think about it.
Cos I can't even gain your trust to simple things.
I'm already trying my best.
Is my best not good enough?


how sad....
I think I'm tired...

Tell me where do i stand?
I'm such a failure.

Wonderful!

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain

I laughed at Ivan when his slippers snapped, he cursed me.
and it really happened, halfway through my quiz!!!
Luckily i left of slippers at Tianlong's hall.
Walked bare footed from north spine to Hall 9. =/

My 1st pair of havainas.

My 3rd pair of havainas.

Now im wearing my 2nd pair...

Hope the same thing won't happen, if not i will boycot NUM.

I think i really screwed up everything this semester.
Thought it'll be a good start. =/
Very often, I feel like giving up everything.
But I know I can't afford to do so.
So now, wats done is done, i guess i'm on my own.
Have to really start concentrating and focusing.
No more time to think think think think think think think think think think think think think think

But sometimes I just cant help but to keep thinking... alot... The person you're referring to is so fortunate. I know its definitely not me, I just hope its not him!!! You're always so happy planning stuff with him.
I love myself, I will try!!!!

Do you know how it feels to be left out...? U will never understand. Don't take me for granted. 你快乐我内伤

some people never learn.
take initiative can?

I can smell the smoke from Indonesia.
I don't like the smell, its not healthy at all.
Whenever i smell that, it gives me a feeling something/someone is going to go away.
Now that Im studying at old can A, they turned off some of the lights, it is quite dim.

I feel home-sicked...