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Sorrie... ... ... I received a sms from someone before i go school on mondae (15th may 06) morning. I was so surprised the way tt person replied and i kinda lost motivation in everything, so feel like skipping the mondae classes, but in the end i still dragged myself to board the crowded bus. This feeling reallie sux!!! Its juz the 1st dae of the week and i have 4 more school daes to struggle, how izzit possible... I couldn't concentrate, i juz stared into blanks.. Classmates laugh and joke, i joined in. Mayb I m stronger liaoz ba, at least no mood swings... this time round nobody found out i'm so troubled... This is how my entry title and msn nick come about... the sms detail is confidential... bleahz...
[Everytime] -- Brtiney spears Notice me, take my hand Why are we strangers when our love is there? Why carry on without me? Everytime I try to flyI fall without my wings I feel so small I guess I need U baby And everytime I see U in my dreams I see your face, it's haunting me I guess I need U baby I make believe that U are here It's the only way I see clear What have I done? U seem to move on easy I may have made it rain, please forgive me My weakness caused U pain And this song is my sorry At night I pray that soon your face will fade away
Who noes the stories behind that smiling face???? Who understands????
Yeahz, my birthdae fell on mothers' dae this yr... BEST!!!!! People said we can celebrate together, n i slept the whole dae lo... haha, wat a birthdae... People asked y i nv go out celebrate... Cos i celebrated it the dae b4 n i wanna leave sundae which is mothers' dae to all my frenz's mothers... Good to have birthdae on mothers' dae mehz....? I dun think so... People only remember mothers' dae lo... bleahz!!!!! Anywae thanx Serene, adam, beng, dennard, sharon n the for celebrating with mi, on sat... Thanx for all the pressies i've received!!!! people like Gary, Emi, Dennis, Weixiong, Zhenghan, Huiying, Serene, Beng, Dennard, Sharon, Adam, Pinky, Serena, Xiaoqi, Zhaoquan, Frederick, Koklong... Thanx!!!! Thanx for the greetings... esp those whom i m nt close to n surprised mi with the sms/calls... people like Jeremy, Bobby, Natalie etc etc..... n jerra... And lastly, thanx to the people who wished mi belated de... shan't list them out, to protect them from letting others noe tt they r bo sim... bleahz.... haha~~~ thanx...
I think i kinda like my school life le. I'm so motivated to go school everydae cos going to school is an enjoyment... And yesh Ps hwee chong, i've managed to adapt to the environment of different age group, thanx for ur advices~~ bleahz... I was given new name by grace... Marcus Lee = 马克诗丽亚... Nice?? haha~~~ Ohhh meal time is my favourite of all... always looking forward to lunch or dinner breaks, can eat can c... haha... but aarrgghh... so many different kind of food to choose but too little seats to take.. When i was in year 1 i never encounter difficulties in finding seats lo, but nowadaes it hard man, guess the year 1s are conquering the food junction and north canteen... We often find ourselves frequent the kopi tiam near Anderson Sec, until the Pig organ stall's uncle recognises us... As his regular patrons, he always give us free rice and soup, haha... But if u wanna eat other food from tt kopi tiam, u'll feel paiseh cos the uncle will look look see see stare stare, haha, mayb he feels like he is losing customers liaoz.. Heyy uncle, we're still loyal to ur food wor, dun worrie, we still like... Cough cough cough~~~~~ The coughing virus is kinda power, many of us got cough... Alice, jestyn, wee kwan and mi, mine is those on and off coughings... Somebody buy us strepsils or woods~~~!!!?? The only thing i dun like is that i m still in french class... I have requested to opt out from french class, and i mistook that the opting out results will b out by week 3 mondae, but it will only b out on week3 saturdae, damnz, tt means i have to attend another one more french lessons if i happened to b posted to other elective. Think u guyz can feel how much i hate going to tt class. U speak english to tt lecturer, she replied u in french, its like a duck talking to a chicken. And i feel so stress to b in that class cos there're only 6 ppl in tt class and my french mates have gd foundation for french, think they got either A or B for french 1, i got a C... And ended up i skipped french classes again!!! 2 times in 2 weeks... oh my god, 1 more time i'll receive warning letter liaoz, haha... hopefully i'll get to opt out, if nt i will have to go back to french class and i dunnoe how to explain to tt lecturer about my 2 weeks of disappearance. On our way home on bus 70 with jestyn one of the daes, an old uncle boarded the bus. A kind soul who was sitting behind us gave up his seat to tt old uncle. Den tt old uncle started talking loudly "Giving up seats to the needies is good, especially to old people like mi" and kinda like kept repeating as if like aimming us lo... To make it clear, i m the kind of person who will give up seats to the needies de lo, juz tt i din realise tt old uncle's existence wor. Furthermore tt uncle made so much noises, i already dun feel like giving him the seats liaoz... I dun understand lo, ppl give u seat, u juz sit n keep quiet, make so much noise for wat sia... oh yahz, muz b forgiving, he is old liaoz... bleahz... Recently working at fila, i met many frenz... So happie that they came and look for mi, even if they din come look for mi, they walk pass i oso feel happie, haha... reallie alot of ppl lorz, got Gary, Xueping, Chenxin, Irene, Junqiang, Jones, Jialing, Juztin, Esther Chinfung, Siting, Guangxi and my cousin Kimseng... All happened in 3 daes... Love u guyz~~~ bleahz... At work, Sales wasn't tt gd, sianz, meaning close shop later... hmmm... And there's this uncle who came n mess up my clothes and shout for mi, so rude and uncivilised... chee beh... I will take revenge de, i noe where u work lo... at bugis street mahz, isaw u b4, sell clothings oso.. NI WAN DAN LE, i will go find u... bleahz... Went for voting todae... Vote for PAP or opposition lehz?? Both have their pros and cons... PAP is rich, has been giving us peace. But, our taxes kept increasing lehz, too much of power they will keep increase the gst and prices of things... Opposition is nt very rich, dunnoe how to look after their residents lo... But one thing for sure is that the taxes will nt rised and mayb will drop... haha~~ Guess which side i vote??? bleahz..... Government is clever lo... they reallie noe how to make use of their manpower... damnz... my bro zihao only can come home on sun cos he has to go around yishun area take off those elections banners, stupid lo, wat has it got to do with my bro sia... hire ppl to do these kind of thing larz... bleahz... " 如果爱像微风 和你一起吹过 连空气味道都变成甜的..." -- [就是爱] by 蔡依林JOLIN.
Before i start anything, i wan to wish my dearest brother, Minghui, a happie bdae!!!!! May all your wishes come true and mine is coming, dun forget about mine... wahahaha~~~ juz jokin... School is relaxing but lectures are boring... I tried to keep my eyes open but i somehow still feel that they are getting heavier and will close automatically, and u can see my nodding my head from left to right. I tried changing my sitting position to keep myself awake, from cross legs to stretching my legs, from leaning against the wall to supporting my head using my palm, and all are useless... So i take pictures....  A new stupid haircut... Super short!!! super ugly... to prepare for the coming reservist, cos i may end up having shorter hair than the one u see in the pic... n!!! i m nt acting cute, it comes out so naturally de lo.... Me with one of my classmates, my buddy Weekwan... Haha, i was so bored i forced him to take photo with me. He isn't those photo taking type of person, den we kept retaking until i snatched the phone away from him and this is the only one i managed to save, the rest he deleted away... This pic was taken during lecture, without their permission.. haha... and oops~~ i was caught... I actually wanted to take a pic of them with the engross look listening to lectures... And they requested for retake... Haha~~~ middle finger pointing at u!!!! bleahz... So boring~~~ i started drawing... Not bad huh??? but i got a C for art when i was in secondary school wor, y huh?? The lesson was so boring, pearlyn was caught sleeping... And Tiantian was trying to act like she's concentrating cos she noes i m taking picture... bleahz... Even my buddy who is usually very hardworking, fell asleep.....Yay!!!! i'm looking forward to every thursdae!!!!! Cos we will b having nitez classes!!!! sianz~~~ So busy, and my life is like a routine... Wake up, go sch, after sch work, after work go home, slp, Wake up, go sch, after sch work, after work go home, wake up~~~ So no life... Feels like i have lost touch with the outside world and my frenz... So long nv been to my le....  Its nearby Esplanade... I was there almost every week when i was feeling down a few months ago.... How i wish i can bring my partner there with mi like the couple in the pic...Mayb should work lesser ba, kinda tired le and i reallie envy people who can go home nua straight after school... Any taitais interested in mi??? bleahz... haha... Oh yahz I've gotten my Progress package... how i wish its secret but everyone knows about it... And once i got it, people started coming to mi borrowing money. And Half of the sum was borrowed, damnz... its like the bonus was meant for borrowing de... And my parents kept asking mi to give my brother, zihao, money cos he din receive any money form the government mahz, only the pathetic 100 bucks cos he is still serving ns... Bleahz!!!! I actually wanted to give de, but its like everybody is asking mi to give, i dun feel like giving liaoz... And talking about my brother, haiz... how come i have such a brother??? When i was serving NS, i paid for my phone bills and my expenses and now he is serving ns, he still wan my mum to pay everything for him. Can't he be more independent??? And when he noes i dun wanna give him money, he showed a idiot face to mi... .... wat the, i dun owe u... Haiz... i still like life in army where i dun have to worrie too much about my future... SAF is granting my wish, they planned a reservist for us in May and i'll get to meet my long-time-no-see camp mates. Kinda excited, but come to think of it, the feeling of wearing the stupid thick long 4 make mi eeeekks.... I think i only like the time when we slacked in bunk... haha~~~ Eat instant noodles n watch tv together, talk cock, play risks etc... so carefree... But life in army made mi lose my freedom... Haiz... life is difficult.... Anywae i did try to make my life more comfort and enjoyable... i pre ordered both of jolin's latest cd ( got a poster and a pictorial book), i went shopping for clothes and jeans... i wanna buy many many things.... running shoes, bag, wallet, t-shirts, jeans.... so many things to buy, so little money to spend... who wanna "yang" mi???? I miss U... bleahz.... "Do U feel my heart beating, do U understand, do U feel the same?? Or am i only dreaming...." -- [Eternal flame] by Atomis kitten.
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