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To people who read who my blog a few years ago, i wonder whether you remember that i ever complaint about how old i am and how fast time flies. I'm going to do the same thing now.
It's hard not to think of it when i meet my frenz and when i browsed through my frens' facebook or friendster profile to learn about how they are doing now. The updates from frens make me both happie and worrying at the time.
Recently i came across one of my secondary school mate, Fabian Pwi's facebook profile. He is married to Candice Goh.
I got to meet Dennis and Jane at AMK last week. Jane is pregnant!!! Congrats. They were having their lunch before they go to the maternity class.
Ah Seng approached me to become his brother for his wedding. I have to turn it down becos of school but i will attend the dinner. Serene also told mi that Sharon is getting marry in september.
Oh my god, i reallie cant help it but to keep thinking.
Look at me, how old i am, and im still single, i'm still struggling in NTU, starting to get used to uni life, when most of the people of my age are almost ready to get marry and start their own family. I feel so abnormal. Its not juz about the marrying issue, its gonna be very late for me to start my career when i graduate in like 3 years time.
Juz look at the number of times i've gotten the money from governement, the numbers of candles on my bdae cake, the age gap between my gal classmates and i, the irritating and disgusting tummie that developed, the "always restless and always not in the form to exercise" body i have...
Time reallie flies very fast.
I so regret that i din reallie study when i was in secondary school. I regret even more when i was given an opportunity to retake O level, but i din grab the chance tight enough to let it slip away. I have to take one big round to reach this stage of my educational journey. Things would have turned out very smoothly if i was sensible enough to study for my O level.
In one of my entries a few years ago, i oso mentioned that "Why regret when u noe u can prevent it from happening?"
So now I will work harder for the rest of the semesters although i din do well for my 1st semester. There's no point taking a course with direct honours and graduate without a honour.
I will try my best.
It's hard not to think of it when i meet my frenz and when i browsed through my frens' facebook or friendster profile to learn about how they are doing now. The updates from frens make me both happie and worrying at the time.
Recently i came across one of my secondary school mate, Fabian Pwi's facebook profile. He is married to Candice Goh.
I got to meet Dennis and Jane at AMK last week. Jane is pregnant!!! Congrats. They were having their lunch before they go to the maternity class.
Ah Seng approached me to become his brother for his wedding. I have to turn it down becos of school but i will attend the dinner. Serene also told mi that Sharon is getting marry in september.
Oh my god, i reallie cant help it but to keep thinking.
Look at me, how old i am, and im still single, i'm still struggling in NTU, starting to get used to uni life, when most of the people of my age are almost ready to get marry and start their own family. I feel so abnormal. Its not juz about the marrying issue, its gonna be very late for me to start my career when i graduate in like 3 years time.
Juz look at the number of times i've gotten the money from governement, the numbers of candles on my bdae cake, the age gap between my gal classmates and i, the irritating and disgusting tummie that developed, the "always restless and always not in the form to exercise" body i have...
Time reallie flies very fast.
I so regret that i din reallie study when i was in secondary school. I regret even more when i was given an opportunity to retake O level, but i din grab the chance tight enough to let it slip away. I have to take one big round to reach this stage of my educational journey. Things would have turned out very smoothly if i was sensible enough to study for my O level.
In one of my entries a few years ago, i oso mentioned that "Why regret when u noe u can prevent it from happening?"
So now I will work harder for the rest of the semesters although i din do well for my 1st semester. There's no point taking a course with direct honours and graduate without a honour.
I will try my best.
2 Comments:
wanted to post on tag board. but it's not loaded. so I'll drop a comment here. =)
Don't worry too much about the number (age). You'll be working like the next 40+ years of your life. What's that 2 - 3 years more spent on education?
Haha. Different people take different routes, but everyone will end up in the same place that is death. So what's the hurry? Hahaha.
hey just be optimistic ok?
remember ur new yr resolution!
cheer up!
lccp.
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