You are the only exception: I'm getting from bad to worse

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Saturday, December 08, 2007

I'm getting from bad to worse

[Mood:On Meditation]
[Song: 5 loaves and 2 fishes - Corrine May]

I realised as i grow older, i start getting impatient with my life. I will feel very frustrated easily when things are not going my way. I show attitude to people whom i think obstructing my daily life. I juz can't stand my mouth, i'm getting more mean each day, but i'm still as harmless as before. I totally let my emotions control me. I'm getting lazier, can't even get myself to do things.

Somebody help, I'm losing myself. I wanna regain back to my own self, who can endure and tolerate almost everything, who is able to hide all my emotions within myself and not bother other people, who always has the determination to do watever that have been set in mind, who can juz smile and forget all my problems.

I juz feel so bad and sorrie to Jestyn and Louis. The way i treated them is juz so mean. Slap my mouth pls... And i certainly not suitable to in the retail line, i swear i will nv take up retail job as my career.

Gimme some times, guyz... I'll learn to be more sensitive towards ppl..

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