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Do you reallie know yourself well?

Well, i cannot reallie give a good answer to that question, cos sometimes when i think i understand myself, it may not be accurate, a lot of question marks will pop out, asking myself whether is this the way i wan my idea marcus to be, or it is already wat i am... Its true lorz, how can one judge himself??





0kokiez, i shall tell u guyz more about wat i think i m, and u guyz judge whether it is wat u guyz think about me...


I'm a short guy, with a big head, a small body with a big tummie... The way i talk is as if i'm retarded. I oso dunnoe how to explain, i kinda speak word by word from a sentence, its like there're fullstops after every word. And i think i sound like a duck... haha~~

Aiyahz I'm juz a simple guy lohz...





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Not enough??


Haha okokiez, i'm actually more than that...

I may look kiddish, but i m definately not childish... Becos i always think that people will look at me and treat me as a kid, which made mi feel very irritated, tts y i'll make sure i behave like an adult...

As i get older i always think alot b4 i do things. I think i m quite sensible lo, i noe wats important and will try nt let things affect my mood easily.

I live in little world of mine... U can find mi day dreaming quite often, up to the extend tt when u're standing nex to mi and talk, i dun even noe tt u're talking to mi.

I used to believe in best fren, and i used to rely on them alot. I treated my best frenz as if they're my gf, i could live without other frenz. But something happened which totally changed my thinking and now, everyone is my gd frens, all r equal juz that how close u r to mi which make the difference.

I'm not those straight forward kind of person. When someone ask u "am i pretty?", i will say "yes", even if she's not reallie very pretty, i will say "not bad". I dun wanna hurt their feelings.. And when i dislike someone, i still talk to them cos u dislike them doesn't mean they dislike u...

I'm easy to pacify and is forgiving. (my vocab is kinda limited i can't think of the appropriate word so i use pacify which gary suggested. wat i mean is "hông" in han yu ping ying) U can make mi very angry, and u juz nit to do some sweet talking to me and u're forgiven. ohh god, y m i like tt....?






Towards frenz, all i wan is understanding...

I'm greedy and selfish... I wan to make alot new frenz and yet i dun wanna lose my old frenz...

I noe who're my true frenz i dun nit people to choose for mi, and if i'm no longer close to u doesn't mean u're nt my true frenz, cos i'm the kind of person who will be closer to people in my environment, example sch n work...

If u reallie understand mi, u're nt get jealous over this kind of thing... To make it clear i'm juz a fren of urs, not ur boyfriend or girlfriend... sounds like i'm referring to someone huh?? haha, yesh i'm referring to xxxx xxxxx.

Everyone can say "hey, Ziguo/Marcus is a gd fren of mine...", i m very happie to hear tt, but i think i'm a gd fren that is not very gd. Every stage of ur life there are different frenz u made, and when i reach this stage, i seldom contact the frenz i've made in the previous stage... But that doesn't mean i forgot about them, juz tt mayb i'm too busy or wat, but once in a while i'll still send sms to ask about them de... I'll try to change for the better to be a gd fren...





Towards love, all i wan is attentions.

When love is in my mind, nobody can take over easily...

U nit nt stay with mi all the time, occassionally juz sms mi when we're not together and tt will brighten up my dae le. I think i'll do alot of stupid things for love, haha...

Aiyahz, i'm a fool when i fall in love... arrgghh...

But dun ever play with my feeling cos i think i dun deserve that, and when it happens, it gonna take a long time to heal... I'll be freaking emotional, i noe tts nt gd, i'll change too...





Towards my family, all i wan is freedom and understanding.

Noting much, all i wan is support and encourage mi in watever i do. It simple and easy.

I have a happie family, nothing much to ask for... =>









Dunnoe its all true anot...

Anywae i asked some of my frenz to do some quiz about mi and the outcome is...

friendly (67%)
trustworthy (35%)
cheerful (32%)
independent (28%)
self-conscious (28%)
energetic (25%)

Haha... kinda true... i m super friendly, and wat makes mi happie is, i'm trustworthy!!!! haha... Aiyahz all u guyz nit to noe is i m a happie person, but i'm nt energetic lo...



I oso asked some of my frenz about mi...

I have ppl saying that i'm innocent, guillible and naive... some saying that i treat ppl too gd, always sending wrong signals to ppl, make them fall in love with mi... did i? some say i look like gay (jane!!! u said tt!!!!), innocent and guai... some say i'm a xiao da ren (small adult)...

M i like wat they say??




i dunnoe lehz....







Wanna noe come find out urself lo... bleahz....










"如果你愛我 你會來找我, 你會知道我 快不能活, 如果你愛我 你會來救我, 空氣很稀薄 因為寂寞....." -- [氧氣] by 范曉萱