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Yeahz, todae i finally went for my swim training after a long disappearance, and its our 1st training since sch reopens... I suddenly decided to go for training becos i wanna commit in it and get CCA points, not totally becos of those newbies (they are having swim trials todae), tt is juz part of the reason...
Kinda surprised to c so many newbies at the pool despite the heavy rain, i believe there will b more people if there is no rain...
But uncle louis started telling Hanrong off when Hanrong arrived. I dunnoe wat reallie happened but i noe one of the thing uncle louis nt happie about is tt we (jeremy, kah hian n mi) came back for training. Not tt he nt happie, is tt he doesn't like the wae we disappear n re-appear from trainings, without informing him. His issue about the whole thing is responsibility.
I understand how he feels, he's a coach, his job is to train us, but he oso nit to understand us mahz, i m supporting myself, i nit to work, how to commit in swimming? I had told Hanrong the 1st dae since i stepped into the swim team. Aiyahz mayb i'm juz out of point, but i noe uncle louis juz nit some respect ba, he wans us to inform him when we cannot make it to the trainings. I did informed, he doesn't noe, mayb uncle andy noes...
Han rong did nt cry, but I could c tears in his eyes. I felt so guilty. Anywae he's forgiving enough when i apologised to him. He said tt uncle louis was trying to find fault at him trying to say tt hanrong is incapable as a captain cos he himself oso disappeared from trainings for 7 weeks becos of work. luckily he is understanding enough to noe about my situation, he din blame us too...
The trials started, the newbies plunged into the pool swimming watever strokes they noe. Our job is to standby by the side juz in case ppl struggle we have to go help them.
I was wearing my top, in trunks waiting by the side of the pool when this particular gal, D swam using freestyle. From my view she was doing okokiez, but uncle louis suddenly shouted from his side saying "i ask u ppl to standby nt stand there n look, go down help the gal can anot?" Den JY who is the life guard turned to mi n try take off my top and asked mi to jump down help tt gal. When i was in the water den i realised she was actually struggling... I unerstand y JY did nt help the gal, he has his own reason...
Dunnoe larz, i din blame anyone, its my fault okokiez? i din c properly... I juz dun like to be shouted at like tt in front of so many ppl nia, but its nothing to mi, its nt like i nv kena scold b4, when i was in army its even worse... But one thing i dun understand, is y u dunnoe how to swim u nv inform the ppl at the starting point and y u have to swim at lane 2 when lane 1 is unoccupied...
Suan le, its over liaoz... Tml will b a better dae...
Anywae i've explained to uncle louis about my situation and he finally understand. I'm a person who's mood will b spoilt for the rest of the dae if something bad happened, tts y i hope tml faster come. Let mi sleep and forget...
"And if you take away the loving arms that surround me, then I might break down and cry just like a child...." -- [Like a child] by Backstreet boys.
Kinda surprised to c so many newbies at the pool despite the heavy rain, i believe there will b more people if there is no rain...
But uncle louis started telling Hanrong off when Hanrong arrived. I dunnoe wat reallie happened but i noe one of the thing uncle louis nt happie about is tt we (jeremy, kah hian n mi) came back for training. Not tt he nt happie, is tt he doesn't like the wae we disappear n re-appear from trainings, without informing him. His issue about the whole thing is responsibility.
I understand how he feels, he's a coach, his job is to train us, but he oso nit to understand us mahz, i m supporting myself, i nit to work, how to commit in swimming? I had told Hanrong the 1st dae since i stepped into the swim team. Aiyahz mayb i'm juz out of point, but i noe uncle louis juz nit some respect ba, he wans us to inform him when we cannot make it to the trainings. I did informed, he doesn't noe, mayb uncle andy noes...
Han rong did nt cry, but I could c tears in his eyes. I felt so guilty. Anywae he's forgiving enough when i apologised to him. He said tt uncle louis was trying to find fault at him trying to say tt hanrong is incapable as a captain cos he himself oso disappeared from trainings for 7 weeks becos of work. luckily he is understanding enough to noe about my situation, he din blame us too...
The trials started, the newbies plunged into the pool swimming watever strokes they noe. Our job is to standby by the side juz in case ppl struggle we have to go help them.
I was wearing my top, in trunks waiting by the side of the pool when this particular gal, D swam using freestyle. From my view she was doing okokiez, but uncle louis suddenly shouted from his side saying "i ask u ppl to standby nt stand there n look, go down help the gal can anot?" Den JY who is the life guard turned to mi n try take off my top and asked mi to jump down help tt gal. When i was in the water den i realised she was actually struggling... I unerstand y JY did nt help the gal, he has his own reason...
Dunnoe larz, i din blame anyone, its my fault okokiez? i din c properly... I juz dun like to be shouted at like tt in front of so many ppl nia, but its nothing to mi, its nt like i nv kena scold b4, when i was in army its even worse... But one thing i dun understand, is y u dunnoe how to swim u nv inform the ppl at the starting point and y u have to swim at lane 2 when lane 1 is unoccupied...
Suan le, its over liaoz... Tml will b a better dae...
Anywae i've explained to uncle louis about my situation and he finally understand. I'm a person who's mood will b spoilt for the rest of the dae if something bad happened, tts y i hope tml faster come. Let mi sleep and forget...
"And if you take away the loving arms that surround me, then I might break down and cry just like a child...." -- [Like a child] by Backstreet boys.
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