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Finally the stupid struggling is over, i can start working again... i wanna work n work n work n work n work n work n work n work n work n work.....

Wats the struggling about? Examinations lorz... But compare to my classmates, i m consider very fortunate liaoz cos i only have 2 papers to take, they have to take 3 papers, and tips were given.

I realised i do not have the commitment to study anymore. Not like the last semester, i would worrie and start studying a week before the exams week, this semester, haiz, i only start studying a dae before the exams date. I can forget about getting distinctions like last semester, getting a B is already very difficult liaoz, cos i only did last minute studying, only have enough time to study the tips given by the 2 loving lecturers.

Luckily i came out of the exams hall smiling, cos most of the tips given were asked in the exams...







Same as studying, my passion for swimming seems to fade away liaoz. I have not been attending any trainings for the 2nd semester, and the number of times i swam is pathetically little, 2 times for 4 months..

Blame myself for being lazy, blame myself for being weak, cos after that stupid make-me-feel-like-dying lung infection i became very lethargic, always telling myself "i've juz recovered, dun overwork my body...." as excuses for not going trainings.

But i'm still quite active in swim team larz, i still participate in some outside events with swim team, like the NTU surf n sweat, chalet etc. I'm glad i'm in the swim team...






Been to Singapore Sports School a few daes ago with Dinie and frenz, its an eye-opener lorz. The school is big, with 2 INDOOR swimming pools... How i wish i was borned 10 yrs later, so that i can register to study in this school lorz. Envy~~

Ohh i was there for a briefing cos we were supposed to help up with a swimming competition a week later. But after tt briefing, i decided not to help liaoz cos only black pants are allowed, and i do have black pants and i dun wanna spend money buying... sorrie dinie...

Anywae there was a swimming competition held tt dae we were there. I'm so ashamed of my myself, a 10years old GIRL can swim 31 sec for 50 meter free style, and the whole bunch of gals in tt event were all under 33 sec!!!!! My fastest timing is 33 to 35 sec ba...

Although i felt reallie ashamed of myself for losing to a 10 years kid, i'm not totally disappointed in myself. The kids brought back at least a bit of my fighting spirit. I wanna swim everydae, or if nt at least 3 times a week, i wanna win Ken, who only started swimming the same time as mi and he reached 28 secs..






Oh yahz, i wanna buy a pair of running shoes, i wanna run oso... Run and swim my time away!!!!!!! I wanna achieve below 9.11 minute for my 2.4km...!!!!!